Xanax: My Devil, My Mistress.

Making the altered book is part of my therapy. You’ll hear a lot about my altered book. I’m sure I’ll be persuaded to take pictures. You can google “altered book” or “art journal” and get an idea, but know that I’m nowhere * near * as awesome as ...well, all of them are. Mine is my own, and it’s my therapy, and it’s been a lifesaver. It’s a never-ending project, and I absolutely love working on it. In texting B, I told him what my current project was, and he said “yeah, you told me already.” When I’m telling Jen about that text, I was pissed and frustrated, because I had absolutely no memory of telling him about my project, and this was not the first time losing memory had happened. I’d had instances of weirdness happen with her as well. I was having a waking dream of Oliver standing in my room talking to me about “mom” (Jen) going to DQ for ice cream - normally I would go with her. So I start screaming for Jen, because if I tried to stand I would likely bash my face in...