Sisyphus
This blog isn’t only to talk about *just* my crohn’s. It’s to deal with my mental issues as well, and I’ve been having a doozy. Except...y'know, my hair is multicolored. But you get the idea. First of all, as many of you know - I’ve moved. This is a positive, but still a strain, a getting used to. Everything has been going along swimmingly, and I’m finding myself quite comfortable and most importantly supported. Then I get some hits in the gut. I’ve been dealing with a financial blow that I’m still working on. I had some terrible news where it came to my surgery (it’s been canceled, but I’m not ready to talk about it). I still have my colonoscopy coming up this month (hooray!) Then I get a familial 1-2 punch in the jaw that I was not expecting, and am having an incredibly hard time dealing with. I realize that my family loves me, but I don’t think that negates my black sheep status. When I find out even more have this...astonishing opinion on me, it’s beyond hurt...